Three Days to See
Helen Keller
What would you look at if you had just three days of sight?
Helen Keller, blind and deaf from infancy, gives her answer in this remarkable
essay.
I have often thought it would be a blessing if each human
being were stricken blind and deaf for a few days at some time during his early
adult life. Darkness would make him more appreciative of sight, silence would
teach him the joys of sound.
Now and then I have tested my seeing friends to discover
what they see. Recently I asked a friend, who had just returned from a long
walk in the woods, what she had observed. “Nothing in particular,” she replied.
How was it possible, I asked myself, to walk for an hour
through the woods and see nothing worthy of note? I who cannot see find
hundreds of things to interest me through mere touch. I feel the delicate
symmetry of a leaf. I pass my hands lovingly about the smooth skin of a silver
birch, or the rough, shaggy bark of a pine. In spring I touch the branches of
trees hopefully in search of a bud, the first sign of awakening Nature after
the winter’s sleep. Occasionally, if I am very fortunate, I place my hand
gently on a small tree and feel the happy quiver of a bird in full song.
At time my heart cries out with longing to see all these
things. If I can get so much pleasure from mere touch, how much more beauty
must be revealed by sight. And I have imagined what I should most like to see
if I were given the use of my eyes, say for just three days.
On the first day, I should want to see the people whose
kindness and companionship have made my life worth living. I do not know what
it is to see into the heart of a friend through that “window of the soul,” the
eye. I can only “see” through my fingertips the outline of a face. I can detect
laughter, sorrow, and many other obvious emotions. I know my friends from the
feel of their faces.
For instance, can you describe accurately the faces of five
different friends? As an experiment, I have questioned husbands about the
colour of their wives’ eyes, and often they express embarrassed confusion and
admit that they do not know. I should like to see the books which have been
read to me, and which have revealed to me the deepest channels of human life.
In the afternoon I should take a long walk in the woods and intoxicate my eyes
on the beauties of the world of Nature. And I should pray for the glory of a
colourful sunset. That night, I should not be able to sleep.
On my second day, I should like to see the pageant of man’s
progress, and I should go to the museums. I should try to probe into the soul
of man through his art. The things I knew through touch I should now see. The
evening of my second day I should spend at a theatre or at the movies.
The following morning, I should again greet the dawn,
anxious to discover new delights, new revelations of beauty. Today this third
day, I shall spend in the workaday world, amid the haunts of men going about
the business of life.
At midnight permanent night would close on me again. Only
when darkness had again descended upon me should I realize how much I had left
unseen.
I am sure that if you faced the fate of blindness you would
use your eyes as never before. Everything you saw will become dear to you. Your
eyes will touch and embrace every object that came within your range of vision.
Then, at least, you would really see, and a new world of beauty would open
itself before you.
I who am blind can give one hint to those who see: Use your
eyes as if tomorrow you would be stricken blind. And the same method can be
applied to the other senses. Hear the music of voices, the song of a bird, the
mighty strains of an orchestra, as if you would be stricken deaf tomorrow.
Touch each object as if tomorrow your tactile sense would fail. Smell the
perfume of flowers, taste with relish each morsel, as if tomorrow you could
never smell and taste again. Make the most of every sense; glory in all the
facets of pleasure and beauty, which the world reveals to you through the
several means of contact which nature provides. But of all the senses, I am
sure that sight must be the most delightful.